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2005-02-18T08:51:00.000-08:00

The reason why i love Vince Carter.

Super tired~~

2005-02-04T23:19:00.000-08:00

Just got home from work.. sorry my friends.. to leave office before u guys do.. so late and i still see ya'all online.. do take care on ur way home guys.. see u ppl at work tmr..
Havin lotsa OTs this week.. rushing to finish everything up by end of this week.. so that we dont have to come back next week to work.. very stressed up today.. its like finishing a large portion of the whole project within a week.. wonder y they were so slacky in the beginning.. make everybody slog so hard last minute.. described us as cheap labour? c'mon.. cheap labour.. but i think require more skills than wat u good-for-nothings are doing.. we know where ur stuffs are better than u.. we clear up our ess ourselves.. and we clear up the mess u guys leave for us too.. so in wat way are we incomparable to u permanent staffs? the pay is the only difference? nope.. the effort we put in.. and our intelligence i think.. certainly surpasses u idiots..
Okay.. CNY is coming.. rather excited.. but haven got new clothes yet.. luckily have sun mon and tues to take care of it.. ppl.. pls plan some programmes k.. i'll be so damn sad if im gonna stay at home.. i have two things on alreadi though.. Sunday morning playing bball with Huijing's bf.. heard he used to be from SR school team.. Hmms.. not good if he puts mi to shame.. ppl who are free do come along k?? open invitation.. come play together.. come watch also can.. heh.. Monday morning going gym with kevin and jh.. haven been to that place for quite some time.. i hope i dont break my bones..
Hmms.. oh yupps.. guys.. dont look so sian when u guys are stressed up k.. thot u all are always cheery? not worth it getting so uptight abt some shit they left for you.. yeps.. dont feel like doing anything right now.. turning in soon.. goodnights~

Super tired~~

2005-02-04T06:54:00.000-08:00

Vinsanity rocks..

2005-01-30T08:53:00.000-08:00

VC (vince carter) had a great day.. 30 pts.. 8 rebs.. 10 assists.. hmm.. u guys must tink im crazy.. but i feel happi when he performs.. sorry.. im no fan of any singers.. im only fan of basketballers.. hahas.. some soccer players earned my respect too.. anyways.. not realli in a good mood right now.. dont noe y either.. hais.. goodnites ppl.. tell u stories abt pek keow in future.. hahas..

Damn tired..

2005-01-28T13:09:00.000-08:00

Took a 30 min nap in the toilet just now.. damn tired today.. cant see clearly.. hell.. damn boring.. but i gotta cherish my second last day here before im being sent back to "india" next week.. haiss..
Went for a big walk last night... a very very long one.. but it was good =))).. hmmz... got home at 12 plus.. played games.. slpt at two.. tink im becoming superman soon.. nv slpt so little in my life until i worked here.. im averaging like less than 5 hours of sleep per day.. if i die do come and help urselves to curry chicken and kong ba pau.. haas..
Working tmr too.. not good.. the job is eating into my shopping, balling, and playing time.. kinda sucked.. OT is only 1.5 times of normal pay.. deduct 20% cpf.. gives u pathetically pathetic pay.. hehs.. just got my pay.. im gonna squander half of it away on new year clothes.. haha..
Hmm.. when when can i watch TV again? hahas.. too busi.. haiss.. =(((.. haha.. ever since i started working at this sucky place.. i almost forgot the feeling of wat entertainment is.. apart from those lame and stupid stuffs the gals are coming up with everyday.. hmms.. Sunday is coming.. hopefully i can play till i drop!=))

In office..

2005-01-26T21:07:00.000-08:00

Lunchtimes over.. back to work.. but im blogging first.. heh.. today everybody doesnt seem too happi.. but i dont feel like being a clown today.. so just keep quiet.. hmm...
Played ball downstairs yesterday.. now hurting everywhere.. like old man lidat.. hais.. nothing intertesting to talk about.. except for the scary encounters back in LTA yesterday.. haha.. but im not gonna scare u ppl with it..
Nth much to talk abt.. bye!

Bored~~

2005-01-25T23:42:00.000-08:00

I miss my TV sooOooOo much! deprived of entertainment.. deprived of laughter.. haha.. didnt like to watch TV in the past only until recently =))).. haha.. wat a boring day.. spent one whole day doin data cleansing.. dont ask mi wat it is.. i have no idea too.. but its sth that will make u cock eyed for sure.. But everything after work was great! celebrated kevin's 26th bdae at j8.. not many ppl went.. but its all fine.. cuz me and jianhua played clown for entertainment.. hope u enjoyed urself birthday boi.. =))
Hmms.. i came back earli to play PS2.. but my dad dowan to let mi fix it to the TV.. he said "you'll spoil it" ahh.. whatever.. haha.. my bros driving mi to my grave.. cohorde's bottom 20%.. still wana get a PS2.. bugged my parents for so long.. think he will be going to ITE.. by then i'll whack him upside down.. hai.. that fella.. and wats more i had to fork out a hundred.. =(..but i'll be playing too.. so its fine..
Hmm.. took a "walk to remember yesterday".. mans.. trapped in the middle of nowhere.. but its all fine.. i managed to make my way out of nowhere too.. haha.. went to meet crystal last night.. and treated her to crystal jade.. hahas.. i owe her 3 birthday pressies liao.. damn paiseh.. haha..
Anyways.. working back at VTL is real boring.. plus the ghostly encounters i heard from janet totally spooked mi out.. man.. someone actually called out for kevin when he was alone in the toilet.. i sompa not mi not jianhua!!!!!
Hai.. wana go back to NCS.. i want to have tea breaks.. internet access.. and entertainment!! hahas..

Bored~~

2005-01-25T07:25:00.000-08:00

Hard at work~~

2005-01-23T21:05:00.000-08:00

Just had lunch.. feel like slpin liao.. was quite busi this morn cuz jianhua wasnt ard.. hmms.. plus some other errands to run.. like being a TV set.. hahas..
Hmms.. yesterday went town to get a birthday present.. yepp..
Nothing much to say.. hahas.. cuz some things are not meant to be shared.. haha.. just want to say hi to you guys.. to dear kevin.. hope ur blues come to an end soon.. turning 26th tmr.. in no time u'll be dying soon.. haha.. so enjoy while u still can..

Nice day..

2005-01-22T07:59:00.000-08:00

Great day spent with da guys.. thanks for makin the effort to wake up earli for the buffet.. i apologise for being so late thou.. realli sorry..
Had a high tea buffet at Furama hotel.. wasnt realli that bad lahs.. i enjoyed the food pretty much.. the cakes and ice cream were nice.. yupps.. thanks for the gai xiao kevin.. after that we went to town for a walk.. a real long walk.. orchard to somerset.. then to raffles city.. my legs are aching now.. had a nice time with em.. but someone did not quite enjoy.. i wont divulge as u guys noe who im referring to.. yupps.. dont be too upset anyways.. everything will be fine.. =)
Oh.. kevin bought a shirt from bods.. very nice.. haha.. and i bought a long sleeved shirt from dono wats the shop's name.. haahas.. yeah.. guess thats abt all for the outing.. jianhua went off earli for his juliet.. haha.. today acted so cool.. but gets so funny at times too..
erms.. kevin.. i dont want to interfere in ur decision.. but i hope u can resume ur cheery and confident self soon again.. take care bro..

Wed blues..

2005-01-20T00:43:00.000-08:00

For ppl who dont know.. if u tap mi on one side and hide at the other.. pls note that if i realise i got cheated my natural reaction is to swing my arms towards the other direction.. ask my friends.. they know.. hahas.. im sorry i almost hit u today elna.. or did i? i realli dont know.. ha.. but next time let mi noe if its u.. u wont want to be a panda rights? haha..
Hmm.. spent a meaningless.. lifeless day at VTL.. checkin the mircofilms.. think i'll be wearing glasses soon if it continues like that.. after work.. it was much better.. met the guys for dinner and shopped ard at causeway point.. wasnt realli in the mood to go out.. but dont wish to be a wet blanket either.. oh and u.. thanks for being my TV cum entertainer =)..
After everything ended i realised i was too late to do sth real impt.. felt so bad abt it.. hmms.. anyways..
To bro jh: May u have a friutful relationship with ur gf.. let me noe if that guy is giving u trouble =) i can call the police for u.. haha.. but if u want to do it some other way els.. i'll be ard for u..
To bro kevin: u may be aging but ur heart stays young.. no worries.. anyways.. do whatever u think is right.. i have no rights to intervene.. yupps.. anyways.. since u say oon is rounder in aust.. i bet alot of other things are rounder too.. so again.. no worries..
To elna: Though ur way of cheering mi up is too "unique".. but i realli appreciate it alot.. but just let u noe.. im not unhappi at all.. so dont worry.. im cheerful enough..
To Hui sq and Angel: huihui.. ure damn lame can.. but thanks for ue jokes anyways.. hahas.. thanks for ur concern u 2.. thank you.. but once and agin.. im fine mans.. whats wrong with mi? =)

Work work work..

2005-01-18T23:23:00.000-08:00

Thanks my friends.. for ur care and concern.. especially kevin and elna.. constantly cheering mi up.. also cindy.. for leavin a msg on my tagboard.. =).. i left jianhua out.. that idiot.. dont even have time to send mi a msg.. hahas.. but no worries.. u did enough in the past to make it up =)
Today at VTL was 9 hours of torment.. No friends no interaction no tea break no nothing.. i faced the computer for the whole day.. almost died.. yep.. but again.. i sort of appreciated the loneliness and quiteness.. felt great to be alone.. but not at all when i have to do work.. im contradicting myself.. sorry..
Tmr will be the same thing all over again.. if i dont complete the work tmr.. it'll repeat until im done with it before i can go back to NCS.. by the time i go back i'll be so autistic..
Thanks to those who kept mi conpamy with ur msgs this whole day.. totally sweetened my day.. goodnites~~..

Boring Life..

2005-01-18T00:08:00.000-08:00

Hi all.. bloggin again.. doubt anyones reading it.. but its okie.. hmm.. pardon me everybody.. if u think i show attitude at times.. im sorry.. i just dont feel like talkin.. thats all.. do not get the wrong idea that im unhappi..
Had dinner with Mr Ong just now.. feels much more comfortable to converse with an adult.. its when i find what i say makes total sense.. at least to me.. yup.. his advices helped alot..
Speak abt yesterday's outing.. went out with kevin shuhui and elna.. ktv session.. it was quite okie.. but wasnt realli in the mood to sing.. sorri if i had dampened ur moods guys.. after which we had dinner at geylang.. kevin led.. as usual.. i must say i admire him for his qualities.. be it innate or cultivated.. but he's a guy whom i believe is a so-called lady's man.. looks like i ve got a real long way to go.. had beef hor fun, deer meat.. and some you tiaos for dessert.. then we headed for esplanade.. i suggested the place.. cuz i knew vin will be sharing his experiences with elna.. while i can quitely reminisce some old memories.. clever uh.. haas.. great day spent with u guys.. thanks..
Anyways. tmr will be reporting for work at VTL with annette.. i could almost hear her rambling on and on about serene.. now i know how terrible it can be if a girl hates u.. nothing much to say.. boring blog.. anyways.. i learnt a new sth abt vin today.. which im not gonna share.. whatever decision u make.. u have my support.. i gtg.. need to be able to work tmr.. cya..

Lowest Point in Life.

2005-01-14T12:52:00.000-08:00

So many unhappi things had happened recently.. and seriously i havent been able to cope very well.. but life still have to go on.. let time do the healing.. im only awaiting that day to arrive.. time flies anyways.. so i guess there aint much for mi to worry abt..
Heh.. speak abt my new colleagues.. fun and friendly... too bad im kinda antisocial.. ha.. plus i have an autistic bro with mi (<-- jianhua) Hmm... supposed to go out this sunday with em.. for a buffet at furama.. eat til we drop.. too bad.. alot of em cant make it on Sun.. no choice.. postponed.. damn sian.. wat am i going to do on sunday then?
Hai.. tmr is a working day.. permanent staffs cudnt finish their work.. and we had to cover their a**es by working on sats.. and even on Haji.. wth.. nvm.. chance to earn extra income.. kinda poor recently.. going for a photoshoot tmr evening right after work with jianhua.. for the model thing.. dont realli feel comfortable.. but heck.. at least i have someone to die tog with.. hahas..
I miss alot of things.. Basketball.. KTV.. my bros.. and of cuz... yup.. gotta get back to work now.. pardon mi for irregular updates of my blog.. cya..

Hello Everybody..

2005-01-09T11:58:00.000-08:00

Finally I'm bloggin again.. Feel so sian.. spending sunday at home doing nothing.. most of my bros went to tekong.. bye bruddas.. i'll join u guys come april.. luckily i still have some left.. jianhua, hongming cheewah zhi and clib.. haha.. im gonna bug u guys everyday to accompany me.. oh yeah.. forgot abt kevin too.. and moi work friends.. never felt so lonely before man..
The thot of going to work pisses me off.. goddamn tired.. but feel like playing.. yet i have no time to play.. dont even have the time to cut my hair.. this realli sucks.. if i can find a way to get past the contract then goodbye guys.. im off.. but i'll miss u colleagues.. hahas.. so fun to be with.. esp jiayi vivian kevin and of cuz ah xiao!
18 and 19 sucks.. spending two years of my life in NS.. thou i noe its gonna be good experience.. but.. i realli wish to get it over and done with as soon as possible.. Then its time for me to realise my dreams.. being an officer.. getting into NUS.. oh and the basketball team too.. hahas.. then my car.. my penthouse.. hahas.. i must be dreaming..
wat a boring day.. sun and shining whle rain is pouring.. cant even go down for some basketball.. get some tan.. and burn some fats.. i gtg.. sorry for the damn tagboard.. i'll get it done soon.. cya frens..!

Lala

2004-11-03T22:01:00.000-08:00

Check out da new skin.. okie.. i didnt do that.. i took it from my bro.. hahas.. he spent hours on it.. and i copied.. just like that! hahas.. sorri my dear bro.. i didnt do it on purpose!
Hahas.. havin a GP paper tmr.. onli prepared a few topics.. but who cares.. i just pray that i'll get lucki tmr and the questions i want come out.. Hmm.. wish u ppl who are reading my blog good luck.. and those who didnt bad luck.. hahas.. just jokin..
Turning in soon.. dowana fall asleep during da paper tmr.. hahas.. nites..

Hello!

2004-11-01T23:31:00.000-08:00

Hi guys.. sorry for not updating my blog.. it has been so long since i last blogged.. was busi with games and books.. hahas.. the 'A's are coming.. came in fact.. the pracs are over.. dont feel like talking bt that.. so lets look forward to da next paper.. which is.. gp? urmz..
Hai.. i realized that there are alot alot of things i haven covered.. to picture the scene i receive my results next year is devastating.. tink im bloody gonna flunk the 'A's.. not good.. yesterday sancia gave mi an inspiration.. to be a comedian in mediacorp.. sounds good.. hahas.. perhaps thats y im here for.. to entertain ppl.. hahas..
Ben sounds pissed.. wonder wats wrong.. see.. i do care.. muahahas.. i was joking.. gtg now.. to do some physics.. take care ppl.. gd luck for GP..

Dot

2004-10-20T23:28:00.000-07:00

Been posted to NS in april.. i dont mean to whine.. but wats up with the ministry.. i dont want to slack threee mths away doin nothing.. the guys in my class are all going in jan.. mi in april.. how nice..
Been doin maths everyday.. but i still suck at it.. dont understand how u guys manage to score As for this crappy subject.. phy is easier.. chem is much easier.. the days are counting down.. stressed up.. this is da first time in my life i ve been munching books and notes everyday..
Tmr will be studying with chuwei in school.. i hope it'll be fruitful.. gymming tmr too.. came across the swimmin show jus now.. woah.. nice bods.. im gonna be better than em.. never wana be second to anybody in anything.. at least.. try hard not to..
Oh.. http://www.cunicuni.com/animation.htm.. this webby.. so damn cute and funny.. for u guys to take a break off the hectic schedules.. im off for maths again.. take care ppl..

Hey

2004-10-18T10:06:00.000-07:00

Hi.. it has been ages since i last blogged.. cant find da motivation to do so.. days are counting down.. but im still unprepared for the exams.. im so dead..
My life seems so boring these days.. seldom go out.. this is not good.. i feel so pissed.. pls dont be offended..thats just how i feel.. as the examinations approaches.. i start to see their true colours.. i feeel that everyone is soo frickin selfish and fake.. the friends i used to noe were gone.. in exchange for the same persons.. but with a different characters.. rather upset.. starting to see how reality is like. i once thot that friends are friends are friends are friends.. but im wrong... they compete wif u when u dont haf the intention to.. they wana outshine u.. they wana make u fall.. they want u to die... thats the impression i got of a several ppl.. i shant mention names.. but if u feel guilty of it.. pls examine urself again.. in the end.. u'll end up a successful.. but lonely bastard..
Okie.. im fired up.. i better stop.. just in case.. oie.. bye

Graduating soon..

2004-10-07T22:46:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. just came home after playing ball.. got even more pissed instead of relaxing myself.. there was this uncle.. think he has a prob with mi.. keep fouling mi and even gave mi three scars on my back.. f-ed up.. but the good thing was.. i gave him an elbow in his eye.. and it went swollen and black.. o-ba-ka.. serves him right..
Hai.. schools coming to an end soon.. i miss those times we had going to ktvs and movies wif the class.. guess it will all come to an end too.. was preetty pissed at my friends too.. today they just walked off without even saying bye to me.. watte hell.. call mi good and true frens somemore.. and amongst them was a someone.. who made mi even more upset.. will saying a "bye bye" hurt? guess ben is right.. i shudnt expect so much from others.. i wonder y jc ppl are all so wierd.. so self centred and at the same time.. likes to indulge in the compani of new frens once they found em.. i tink they can never be trusted.. i didnt list any names.. i didnt direct it at anybody in particular.. and im not criticising.. seriously.. thats just my point of view.. please.. spare a thot for others' feelings before u do anything.. a lil thing u do may mean alot to others..
i still havent been able to climb out of the pit i ve sunken into.. not good.. i tend to think alot.. i wont divulge too much.. hmm.. im off to do maths.. seem to have disappointed alot of ppl recently.. im sorry.. bye.

Good Day Everyone

2004-10-06T22:28:00.000-07:00

Okie.. im 18 alreadi.. yest had quite a nice day with my gf.. that i shant share with u all..
Wonder why.. havent been in a good mood lately.. or perhaps i noe y.. but dont feel like sharing it? i just wana say a big sorry to guys who have been patient towards my attitude and temper.. something has hit mi real hard.. made mi realise that things will not go the way u want them to be.. no matter how much effort u may ve put in..
Hai.. seems so isolated recently.. cuz i tink no one realli understands mi well.. misinterpreting my intentions.. and also.. dono wat i realli want.. shud i say im not good at expressing myself? pls tell mi guys..
Im sorry for the few pathetically short posts recently.. realli not in da mood.. u guys study hard..

Love everybody!!!!

2004-10-03T23:21:00.000-07:00

ok.. wait.. ahem.. "I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Thanks for the presents my dear frens.. i shall hereby list ur name down in the hall of fame.. going in alphabetical order.. Bandung! Ben! Beng! Cheesiang! Chuwei! Cliburn! Dine! Lihui! Sandra! ZhiHuai!
Hahas.. thanks soooo much.. im soo touched.. my tears are flowing out soon..
Okie.. heres wat they got for mi.. a nalgene bottle(green!).. a mambo pencil case(red!).. and a mambo bag.. black.. with an attached pencil case orange in color.. ahas.. i simply love everything.. will use them too.. dont worry.. yeah.. spent a wonderful day with the four.. watched white chicks.. had dinner.. simple but great! Yeah.. words cant express my gratitude towards u guys.. hahas im soo excited rite now.. yep i also received an adidas shirt too.. which i love very much..
Hmm.. okie.. Thanks cindy.. i will work harder.. thanks chuwei.. i noe there will be others guys to take it first.. hahas.. today is a thanksgivin day for mi.. thanks everybody for everything and anything!

OoOops

2004-10-02T15:20:00.000-07:00

oh oh.. long time nv post anyting.. im sorry.. cuz there isnt anything interesting that happened recently.. didnt do very well for the prelims.. studied but flunked maths again.. gotta work harder.. i'll prove that i can score 'A' for maths too :)..
Hmmz.. my birthdays coming.. soo.. remb to wish mi so k? hahas.. no need present.. dont waste money ok.. yeps yeps.. i just hope my mum can strike lottery and give mi a 500 bucks red packet.. muahas.. thats good enough.. i'll treat u guys lunch if that happens.. dont say chances are slim.. as our dear bro beng said.. chances of striking is 50%.. either win or lose.. hahas..
tmr going out zhihuai they all to celebrate earli.. watching white chicks i gues.. hmm.. yeps.. those whu miss mi try ur luck going town.. perhaps u'll bump into mi? hahas.. xP.. gotta go do some work alreadi.. dowana flunk my 'A's too uh..

Thoughts of the Day: Once gone, never back.

OooH.

2004-09-24T22:36:00.000-07:00

Finally.. the prelims are over.. not a good thing.. cuz the 'A's are coming.. took a break for two days.. hahas.. went to kbox with zh sann clib and lihui on thurs.. it was fun.. hahas.. first time i'd stood on the sofa while singing.. exciting ya guys? hahas..
Yesterday i went out with the HI gang.. hahas.. watched the "new police story".. its real nice.. very nice! oOooOoH... the best movie of the year.. hahas. u ppl shud go check it out.. ben.. watch it on the big scree.. cuz it'll suck on ur comp screen.. hahas..
Hmm.. yaya.. nth much to say.. work hard for ur examz guys.. take care!

Sorry

2004-09-22T08:07:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys.. for not blogging the past few days.. kinda tired.. hahas.. im so sorry.. hmm.. finally the prelims are over.. now its the last part of our journey.. wonder if i cud get thru it.. the prelims destroyed my confidence.. which is not good...
Hai.. miss the good old times.. slpin at lessons.. going for bball training after sch.. miss the team so much..all these are gone and will nv come back.. now its all abt studying.. feel so sick and tired of it.. nvm.. since its just one more mth..
Tinking abt NS pisses mi off.. not that its tough or crap.. the thot that ure goin NS and ur gf to the university is not good.. totally no good.. just use ur brains a lil and u'll noe wat im referring to..
hmm.. getting tired alreadi.. gonna sleep soon.. hope everyone fares well for prelims ya.. nites..

Dead tomoro

2004-09-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

Tmr got physics paper.. im dead.. today played four hours of game.. tink i'll sure flunk tmr.. hmmz.. very tired.. no motivation to study today.. shud be slpin soon..
Anyways.. hi hongming and sarah.. i duno how u found ur way here la.. hahas.. but its ok.. yeah.. good luck to everyone for da upcoming prelims.. nites..

Lalala

2004-09-15T23:17:00.000-07:00

Today's paper wasnt good.. biochem killed mi.. i din have enough time to do biochem anyways.. shit.. have a feeling i'll onli just pass this paper.. which means.. im not gonna achieve my aim for a 'C'.. this is bad.. hmmz.. tmr we r havin maths.. somehow i feel everyones confident of doing it well.. i nv did.. the best i got was onli a 'C'.. hai.. y is it so.. ppl scored so mani 'A's alreadi.. especially sandra.. must werk harder..
kathleen wsa talking to me bout good and bad kissers/kisses.. hmm.. i nv knew there were good and bad pnes.. wierded.. haha.. oh ya. things to note from da lil conversation.. touching elswhere other than the face makes u a bad kisser.. and so does drooling all over.. haha.. pay mi if u want more info. ahahaha...
just now bandung came to talk with mi.. surprising.. haha.. tink he talked to mi for less than ten times over msn.. tink todays chem paper drove him mad.. haha.. i wish u good luck for ur physics paper.. i ve seen u workin on it for like two or three months.. u better do well.. if not i'll laugh at u.. haha.. just jokin..
Hmm.. downloaded a several movies.. no time to watch thou.. hahas.. i'll have my own movie marathon after the prelims.. oh ya.. tell u guys a piece of bad news.. im now hoooked to final fantasy.. this is not good! one fine day i'll throw the playstation out of the window.. perhaps the comp too.. if not my 'A's will suck.. hahas.. im off..

Quote of the Day: Never let go of anything today, because tomorrow you might make a decision and lose that thing you wanted today forever.

Tomorrow

2004-09-12T11:10:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow.. hahas.. prelims ar.. so nervous rite now.. guys.. i may look a slacker to u.. but i belif i ve put in due effort for the prelims.. (i tink i did..) hahas.. not good.. i downloaded.. ehh.. i mean im downloading olympics basketball us vs australia.. for bt 2 weeks.. still at 74%.. by da time its done i can watch beijing olympics...
Hahas.. to all my dear frens havin prelims.. may u guys achieve ur desired grades..
by then remb to buy mi lunch.. cuz i ve been wishing u ppl so much luck.. gd ppl go heaven.. find mi there when i die will ya? not good.. im outta my mind.. and someone actually commented that i talk more and more like Bandung.. again.. NOT GOOD! thats the most awful comment i hav ever recvd.. but i don sound like him.. cuz hes like a hundred times more natural and cuter dont u tink so guys?? (gurls oso can..)
Hmmz.. i miss da gym.. very much.. like i miss my darlin.. more of her obviously.. dont find faults with my words.. especially u baboon.. u noe whu u are.. lookin forward to a good workout after GP papers tomoro..
Hmmz.. gonna do some reading on GP rite now guy.. take care.. byebye..

Quote of the Day: U reap what u sow.

Tomorrow

2004-09-11T10:19:00.000-07:00

Killed

2004-09-09T21:11:00.000-07:00

i am so stunned.. physics is so difficult.. hahas.. the rjc paper had mi killed in no time.. hmm.. guess i wun be able to pass physics.. this is not good..hahas.. now stealing a lil time out to rest for awhile.. and sho entertain u guys with my blog..
hahas.. let me tell ya a joke.. copyright of jack..
"There are three mental patients queueing up for a review..
Patient 1: hello doctor.
Doctor: Hi, what is three times three?
Patient 1: 274.
Doctor was stunned and shooked his head..
Patient 2: Hi doc.
Doctor: Hello. What is three times three?
Patient 2: Tuesday!!
Doctor fell off his chair and shook his head.
Patient 3: Hi doctor
Doctor: Hi. What is three times three?
Patient 3: Nine..
Doctor was overjoyed.. and asked: How did you get it?
Patient: Thats so easy! Take 274 divided by tuesday and you'll get nine!! "

This is a stunning joke.. hope it made u laughed.. hahas.. okie.. im getting back to work.. bye ppl.. study hard..

Oh not good..

2004-09-08T15:04:00.000-07:00

This is not good.. the countdown timer shows six days.. less than that to be exact.. to da prelims.. so near.. hmm.. dont even noe if im half prepared for it.. i hope i can beat some ppl.. as i said.. i hope.. cuz some guys has a fugging ego i cant stand.. think ure good? keep it to urself.. dont tell others.. cuz if ur results show otherwise.. ure gonna fall down hard.. and i'll definitely add a lil sarcasm on top of ur disappointment.. sorry guys.. im not referring to u.. if u dont think that i am.. if u do.. too bad..
Lalala.. monday we are havin gp.. i noe the time table k.. even if i dont.. its none of ur business.. i wish everyone good luck..! in a sense.. that u'll get a desired question for essay.. and a simple extract for da compre.. hmm hmm.. those whu dont have much confidence in gp.. dont worry! cuz i have absolute confidence in u! dont give up k.. ur hard work will pay off... ;] yep yep..

Quote of the Day: Stand with pride or stand aside.

The End

2004-09-07T15:12:00.000-07:00

Well.. for mi.. the end is not near.. cuz its here.. hahas.. im dying.. now takin a lil break from chemistry crap.. hmmz... nth much to write actually.. cuz over these few days.. my life had only revolved around da books.. this is not good.. hahas.. so im sorry for not updating my blog..
Guys.. i noe u ppl are slooging ur *wadever* out to do well for da prelims.. take a break every half an hour in case u get myopia.. and more imptly.. take a break every hour to think of me in case u get lovesick ok? hahas.. im hysterical today.. uhm.. i watched dodgeball ppl.. quite a nice show.. 7/10? around there for mi.. but my advise is.. watch it from suprnova instead on the big screen.. its not waorth it.. cuz there isnt much sound effects cept for the screams(guys i mean) when the dodgeball hit u-noe-where.. muahas.. rather entertaining..
ok.. i had enuff rest.. now going to continue my journey to the west.. bye ppl..

Quote of the Day: Life is not as simple as you think. (Mr Ong Yong Heng.)

DAMN!

2004-09-04T11:35:00.000-07:00

Wah lau... Damn pissed.. last nite while i was subconscious.. duno watte hell made mi rub my eyes(which i dun usually do).. Rubbed damn hard.. now i hav one nice eye and a swollen one.. the problem isnt whether it looks nice anot.. problem i cant ****ing see properly! How to studi.. idiot lar.. its like 9 more days lor.. bloody hell.. tried to read sth.. and feels wierd.. Kaoz.. damn suay lor..
Yesterday i went to support the j1 bball team for their first friendly match against OFS.. they lost.. not a good thing.. but a lil nice thing abt it is.. my batch was the only who beat that sch! hi five squirrel! After that mi and chuwei went town to have dinner with my ex-colleagues.. no link for chuwei.. but gd thing he said its fine..
okie.. seriously.. i cant realli see wats on the monitor screen.. abit blurry.. pardon mi if theres typo.. ok guys.. im gonna have my breakfast then try to study wif da help of a magnifying glass.. jiayou everyone..

Quote of the Day: Lang suay qi jiao bian gong kuay.

11 Days

2004-09-02T23:45:00.000-07:00

Wat a special day.. everybody blogged.. so i tink i shudnt skip too.. speaking of ben's blog.. ben.. trisha yearwoods an evil one.. "how do i live w/o you".. awwww.... that song.. can realli melt la..
Hmm.. 11 more days? okie.. no choice but to take it on.. beng seems so confident uh.. yeah..thats e spirit bro.. i see.. everyones chionging like nobodi's business.. good luck to u all.. i ve said that sooo many times.. but sometimes a lil luck is all u need.. soo... good luck.. oh.. that applies to u too hy.. if ure reading.. im not that srjc-orientated..
Hmm.. had hell of a good time talking cok with my dear brothers in the library.. ben.. im far off from being ur benchmark lar.. ure da man.. u led mi astray.. affirmative.. sometimes its good to find someone.. or someones(beng, yes you..) who can understand ur lil joke hiding underneath the serious-ness.. muahas.. u noe wat im tokin abt..
Yeah.. im off to do some maths.. gotta show my dear Foo whos da man..

Song Playing: How Do I Live Without You ----Trisha Yearwood

Quote of the Day: Cant? Look for Mr Tongkat Ali.. C*nt? buy a vowel my bros.

13 more days

2004-09-01T20:58:00.000-07:00

13.. 13 more days.. my knees are shakin.. thou i started studying quite some time ago.. i still dun feel safe.. kinda worried.. umm.. very worried in fact.. shit.. ben looks cool.. so is beng and chuwei.. not to mention that damn squirrel.. they seem so relaxed.. hmm.. they say prelims are a guage of ur 'A' levels results.. i tink i haven wotked hard enough.. i mean.. last year.. and the first half of this year.. last minute work actually.. i hope a miracle will work..
Don't scold mi ppl.. cuz im trying hard to make up for my laziness in e past.. i hope i wun haf ta retake the 'A's again.. haiz.. tmr going for a gym session.. today i'll do the roll call.. Bis, lats, bird, prawn and mass man.. pls report at sch gym at 9..
ok.. gotta carry on wif my work.. cya guys soon.. (whoever i haven seen for some time)..

Damn Tired

2004-08-30T00:45:00.000-07:00

Hmmz.. actually was kinda tired.. preparing to go to bed soon.. but Ben's bloggie inspired mi.. to do some good tonite.. hey Ben.. thats like the most logical thing I ve ever heard from u.. it was good.. relli good.. din noe u were such a nicey.. hahas.. oops..
About maids.. ok.. i used to have a maid.. blur.. slow.. and we have had communications difficulties.. wat u call a chicken and a duck la.. yeah.. and she was caught having a lil affair wif a bangla working at the rubbish chute downstairs.. look at mi.. wat do u tink i'll do.. i noe.. u guys must haf expected mi to find all sorts of trouble with her and stuffs.. but nono.. wasnt that case.. doesnt apply to my family too.. hmmz.. cant understand y they can actually slap their maids in the public for talking with another maid.. damn.. realli cant stand those aunties la.. the part abt putting ourselves in their shoes was good.. and imagine ur mum was working for others to pay for ur fees.. wash car wash underwear kena slapped kena raped (onli in certain cases).. cant imagine actually.. but sure it sucks..
Yah.. y cant maids be paart of the family too? u mean.. every maid is here to steal ur money? or here to seduce ur husbands? they can be that bad.. but surely not all r like that rite.. maids r humans too.. they came.. to work as a maid.. not some catwoman whu can ****ing wash ur clothes, car, floor, windows in 2 hours.. shit.. stop abusing maids ppl out there.. haha.. chuwei.. i dont mean u thou.. and i do sympathize wif da food u have to put up wif.. (and wash until ur underwears disappear rite? that i noe.. shhh..) hahas.. nvm man.. ure a gd guy still... if it was some other bastards ur maid was working for.. i tink she'll be thrown out of the window lah.. haas.. and.. did u say u spilled FA1 on my shirt?? hahas.. its ok la.. but DAMN YOU! now then tell mi.. hahahas... stunned...
over and out..

LAME

2004-08-29T23:15:00.000-07:00

Shit.. USA basketball lost.. Allen Iverson:" it doesnt mean that u got the word USA across ur chest then ure gonna win." Thats so true man.. even if u came from raffles.. some underdogs will beat u.. thats mi! hahas.. lameded.. cant figure out y they got bronze.. thou they din send their best players.. but they are still damn pro.. esp iverson.. my idol man.. wish i cud play like him.. hhaas.. dreaming..
Sian.. today is super sian.. stayed at home the whole day.. study play study play..
haiz.. tink im turning in.. over and out..

Tired..

2004-08-28T14:00:00.000-07:00

Wah chao tired.. yesterday stayed overnight at weihao's place.. cuz it was michelle's birthday.. so everyone ton at his place.. damn tired.. wana slp oso cannot.. cuz eric is damn irritating.. cant get any sleep.. shit..
Spent one whole day outside yesterday.. that means i have ta work extra hard today.. but im still so sleepy.. get a nap first before studying.. thats it..

Brother Brother..

2004-08-25T15:01:00.000-07:00

Bro bro.. need u get so pissed over that thing? but its okie larz.. can tell u forced a smile at mi today.. wasnt that bad afterall.. if u tink its my fault. den i tink it is.. but u need different ppl for different jobs.. someday we'll come across a situation whereby u guys will make mi do something.. rite? pls understand.. not makin use of u.. but theres no point if mi or beng go and screw things up right?
Hmmz.. its rather obvious lar.. so dun say ure not pissed.. at the most.. next time i do it with my hok-chi-english ya? hahas..
Today i was hung by the phy prac.. tink i have to work harder for the other papers to mae it up.. hai.. to think that i actually wanted to frag this damned paper.. hahas.. fri got chem prac.. that i hope i can chop it up.. oh speaking of that.. today i attended ong da man's last lesson.. lucki i got him as my chem teacher.. if not i tink i cant find the slightest ray of light out of the chemistry maze..
Gotta go nap.. find mi in drmland..

Quote of the Day: Bi-s can curl, Tri-s can press, Lat-s can pull. But they never work alone.

Prelims prelims prelims..

2004-08-24T13:32:00.000-07:00

Tmr is the first paper of da prelims.. which is science prac.. physics i mean.. they say the design experiment is seperated from the prac.. tmr i must frag the prac.. cuz the design experiment will frag mi back.. hahas.. everybody now soo piah.. esp bro ben and beng.. even bro cw alsho very hardworking.. not to leave out that stupid squirrel..
I hope i wun fare too badly for the prelims.. no confidence to do very well actually.. not well prepared enough.. and im not bright.. muahas.. add tis two tog.. get and equation..
Not Hardworking + Stupid = Nothing
or perhaps something.. sth bad.. hahas.. shit must work extra hard liao.. 'A's coming.. ohya.. the coming of the 'A's oso signifies the end of jc life.. ben and beng.. i'll miss those times at the gym.. to my bball bros.. including my dear squirrel fren.. i'll miss the times on the court.. had i been crude to u guys in any ways.. pls forgive mi.. hahas.. cuz im a bad joker lah.. i dun tink bfor i speak.. that sounds more like u ben.. but well.. thanks for all the things and sorry for everything guys.. and for GUYS.. we shall meet at tekong..
muahahas.. thats it.. gonna nap.. overrrr and outtt..

Sunday Equals Sian-Day

2004-08-22T20:23:00.000-07:00

Today is a chao sian day.. stayed at home the whole day to do maths.. onli managed to chiong one and a half tut.. but im all prepared for the quiz tmr.. well.. i hope i wun flunk again..
Later still gotta do chem hmwk. shit.. better finish it.. if not ong da man will kill mi.. super sian.. everyday stay at home study.. going crazi soon.. USA just lost.. basketball i mean.. i was stunned.. going to kena kicked out soon.. better not..
Gotta go do work now.. byebye..

Early Bird Blogging

2004-08-20T06:38:00.000-07:00

Its 6.32 in da morn and im blogging.. sain.. last nite wanted to study after a short n ap.. and my bro didnt wake mi up.. went ta slp instead.. hai.. now gotta wakup so earli to do some tutorials.. hai.. mon got a maths test.. tink im dead.. still got 6 or 7 more tuts to go lor.. sianz..
Later going gym wif ben beng and cliburn.. tink i might just fall aslp in da gym.. haaz. yesterday mi sandra and clib went town to get presents for chuwei and li hui.. shit.. soo many ppl are havin their bdaes in august.. shit.. buy present until i broke.. like christmas season lidat..
No time to lose.. gotta go do maths now.. 3 weeks left to the prelims.. work hard!

Quote of the Day: Early bird catches the worm. (No link)

Prelims Comin

2004-08-19T07:18:00.000-07:00

Shit.. the prelims are like coming nearer and nearer.. getting rather nervous.. cuz im still going slow.. hai.. so many tests.. wana go faster oso cannot.. quite a few tings happened today..
Just now.. Mr Ong came to mi and said..
"Tay Bing Fa! Before I came to ur class, i heard alot of teachers telling mi how rude u are. But today i realized that ure the most courteous."
I was stunned there.. Do i have such a bad reputation?? Hahas.. anyway it feels good to hear that la.. well.. he is a teacher to be respected wat..
Hmm.. after sch went gym with chuwei.. it was good.. now i feel pain all over.. good thing.. if not i'd have wasted an hour of my life.. after that went to play basketball.. hahas.. im getting lousier and lousier.. totally cannot make it..
As the prelims push nearer.. i sense a few changes in certain ppl.. one of which i am realli disappointed.. i looked upon him as one of my best frens in SR.. we went thru quite alot together.. the trainings.. school.. and so on.. recently.. he drifted away from mi and cw.. duno lah.. guess he is realli worried bt his prelims.. thats why always hang around those whus studies are better.. i noe the pressure.. but.. do we have to be so realistic? so realistic that we actually give up frens for studies? u can study anytime.. but a fren once gone will never come back.. wats the point of scoring straight 'A's ending up losing frens..? i hope u guys reading this can understand wat im trying to say.. im not being sarcastic.. but im upset with him.. but i cant bring myself to realli confront him.. i was very unhappi abt chuwei's bdae incident.. i treat him as a good fren.. thats y i dowana say much.. but hai.. a jc is a jc is a jc is a jc.. ppl in jc cant be the same as tose we met in sec sch.. too far off..
I hope wat i said will not affect anything.. im just speakin my mind.. as i said.. no sarcasm involved.. its just how i feel.. dun be offended in anyway please.. thats all.. gotta go do some homework.. bye..

Quote of the Day: Every man for himself. Doesnt apply to me. hope not to my friends either.

Lame Day

2004-08-18T21:41:00.000-07:00

Shit.. blogspots like eating up my blog posts.. cant find em anywhere.. not in the archives.. but ben da man will help mi settle it fast.. today is a super slack day.. slpt almost every lesson in sch.. cuz of the divers ting yesterday.. soo tiring.. wasted my whole day.. the good thing is i dun need to take biochem test.. muahas.. those guys who got fragged.. wat els can i say? MUAHAHAHAHAHAS..
Chuwei.. hardworking is not the word to put on my tagboard lah.. anybodi but not mi.. im not hardworkin at all lor.. hahas.. and crystal.. cant wait for the cupid to come eh.. see lah.. nv put my pic on ur blog.. thats why lar.. call mi best fren somemore.. hahas..
Went to swensens for an ice cream with sandra.. bro beng bro cs and big bro cw.. taste good lar.. but tink i'll get diabetes soon.. kk.. its getting late.. gotta do some physics before it gets too late.. hope my dear will recover soon.. thats all.. over and out!

Quote of the Day: Kiang dio hoh, mai gey kiang! (Being clever is good, but dun act so)

A Shacked Day

2004-08-16T20:51:00.000-07:00

Wat a shacked day.. went to the gym with the brothers.. after that came home to do a workout again.. im sorry ben n beng.. i cheated. muahahas.. thers a biochem test tmr.. so lame.. i like dun even noe a single thing.. out of the 50 plus pages of biochem bklet.. lucki im going for the diver's crap.. hope i wun hav to take on wed..
Shit.. nth much to write.. cuz nothing much happend today.. dearie gave mi the jay chou qi li xiang cd.. haas.. seriously.. he is the onli good chi singer to mi lah.. so its all good.. i like qi li xiang.. and the song after that.. damn sad.. thats my type.. muahas.. but i like rock and alternatives more.. thou sometimes i can barely make any meaning out of the lyrics.. but the music is all good.. haas.. gotta go do some biochem now.. slackin like hell.. bye..

Chao Sianz

2004-08-14T21:44:00.000-07:00

Today is a very very very sian day.. hahas... took mi a day to finis electric field.. actually haven finis.. tink im stupid la.. take so long to cover one topic.. hai.. later must go do one more.. but tonite i must watch bad boys 2! i ve been saying this for soo long still haven watch..
Tmr will be another super sian day agian.. but its all good.. gives mi time to study for e prelims.. 30 more days.. will i win.. or will the paper shoot mi?? die.. i keep tinkin that im going at a turtle slow rate.. but i ve tried to go faster.. wonder wats wrong.. perhaps sth wrong with my ability to understand things.. bo bian.. low iq..
nothing interesting happened today.. so dun expect too much.. yah.. i wana go study den watch bad boys 2 liao.. bye ppl..

A Nice Day

2004-08-13T09:34:00.000-07:00

Spent a nice day with Alene.. one year.. im kinda shacked.. soo wun write long.. today i missed sch.. ben.. im not a lagger.. just sick.. thats all.. i just wana have enuff rest and recover bfor the divers crap.. thats all.. dowana die inside the pressure chamber.. hahas.. bet u missed mi.. too bad i dun.. hahas.. i'll end here..

One Sunny Day

2004-08-12T11:58:00.000-07:00

Today is thursday, second last day of the week.. didnt feel like blogging actually.. cuz it aint exactly one place u can realli put down all ur thots.. but hell.. i'll do it fast..
Another typical CHAO sianz day.. wah lao.. yest skipped the bio chem lecture.. it was a grave mistake.. now i had to copy all the tuts.. and my hands are trembling alreadi.. im really stunned.. now onli at qn 4.. that means 3 mre qns to go.. shit.. i finished downlading bad boys crap but i got no time to watch it lor.. wth.. gotta put it off till sat i guess..
went ta da gym today.. it was good.. gym is a good place to go.. to vent all ur frustrations.. i dun feel like typing anymore.. over and out..

Quote of the Day: If you are beside me, stand with pride, or stand aside.

Thoughts of the Day: Find a song fast in tempo, it will stop you from crying.

Fashion

2004-08-11T02:56:00.000-07:00

ZT.. is that how u wana look like?

School Again

2004-08-11T02:08:00.000-07:00

Its five in da noon rite now.. wanted to watch bad boys 2.. after tossing and turning in the bed for soo long.. the flu just wont leave man.. anybody got like a super duper effective remedy to help mi? haiz.. all becuz of swimming lessons.. ppl go there swim.. i go there drink water.. nothing will stop mi.. even if i had to finis the whole pool of duno-wat-the-hell-water to know how to swim.. i will..
Hahas.. oh ya.. talking with charlotte right now.. yeah rub ur eyes and see again.. no link lah.. but true.. i oso dono why..nvm.. i'll leave bad boys till tonite.. till i cant study anymore.. use the useless time to do useless things.. fluids seems chim to mi.. but i tink im 'chimer' to fluids.. hahas.. no fear.. sure can pass wan.. thats like cheatin myself.. shit..
Today.. I am TOTALLY stunned by our good friend zhitai.. oh man.. first.. he went ta 'yellow' to get a pair of shades and paraded rd the sch library.. i laughed my teeth out when bro beng told mi that.. next up.. i saw it myself.. got two rings so thick which i tink weighed 2kg.. forever turning the rings.. perhaps to get attention.. and his face is like.. "hey look.. im cool.. check this out.." awwwww... whoever is my god.. pls send mi two plastic bags.. one to puke and the other for mi to parachute out of the window.. wait wait.. today is the grand finale.. oh.. i cant belif it.. he actually wore a like 1.5cm thick chain(too thick to be a necklace).. with a god-noes-what pendant so big u cant out it in ur mouth.. sounds abit exaggerated.. muahas.. but use abit of imagination.. awww... i almost fell from my chair when i saw that just now.. hello.. this is a jc bro.. not any ah beng ah seng sec sch.. thou he might have came frm holy high.. but man.. ure far from it lah.. shit.. i sound too mean.. but its like.. we are moving forward while hes moving backwards.. trust mi ZT.. u'll look much better without anything.. cuz u seriously dun look like anything els but a christmas tree to me.. do u agree ben? shit.. i realli talked too much..
Oh yeah.. bandungs really damn cute.. i ve nv saw anybody like him in my whole life.. he nv fail to surprise mi with some stupid yet cute actions.. hahas.. he has split personality lah.. sometimes can get so talkative when it comes to bball or crap.. sometimes keep so quiet that u might forget abt his existence.. sometimes slack like hell.. sometimes piah like siao.. but one things for sure.. he is lame lah.. quite a nice guy to be with lah.. u'll nv feel 'down' with him around.. are u happi bandung?? hahas..
Gotta go do fluids liao.. dowana flunk tmrs test.. still so earli.. perhaps i'll add on later.. anyways.. gd luck for fluids test everyone!
Dotz.. i was bored jus now.. so checked out my bro's fren's blog.. jelena or sth.. awwww... my bro speaks vulgar language too? watte hell is the world coming to.. dun even noe how to confront him.. shit.. perhaps shud just get his frens to talk him out of it.. oh ya.. zhitai if u ever do get to read this.. its just an opinion..
Ben.. u suck lah seriously.. i thot i was bad enough.. until i read urs.. do u have any prejudice against him or sth? muahas.. i guess its pretty obvious that u do have.. just read thru fluids.. dont tink i'll survive the test tmr.. heck.. getting tired.. over and out..

Quote of the Day: Pain is temporary, pride is forever.

Thoughts of the Day: Yeah.. be careful of wat u wear.. like Ben said.. fashion police will come after you.

Sick Like Hell

2004-08-10T05:19:00.000-07:00

I haven been that sick for a long time alreadi.. told myself that its nt big.. so didnt take my medicine on time and ate all sorts of funny stuffs.. good.. i ve spent 4 gd days no where but on the bed resting.. hai..
Postponed the diver's selection test till next tues.. which means.. i have ta take the phy test this thurs.. hai.. i realize i noe nothing abt fluids.. tink i'll flunk da test pretty badly..
I got no mood to do anything rite now.. but must force mself to go do fluids.. haiz.. yesterday was a day i'll nv forget.. i spent the worse nite of my life.. believe it or not.. i hv nv felt like that before..
Went out with Gary today.. to buy sth for darlin alene.. one year soon.. time flies.. soon.. i'll be in NS.. that feeling realli sucks.. ure inside while ur gurls out..
Bandung are u alright.. fell sick too uh.. thats ur retribution for not sending mi Bad Boys 2.. finally.. i ve downloaded 84%.. if nth goes wrong.. shud be able to watch it tmr..
Nth much to say for today.. cept that i saw stella ng in town today.. well.. dun realli like her.. so no comments.. but one things for sure.. shes soo damn short..
thats all for today.. gotta go do some fluids crap.. have a nice day guys..
Ohya.. guys.. that evanescence song is "going under".. nice.. to mi.. =)

Quote of the Day: A decision made on impulse at a moment, can exchange a lifetime of remorse.

Doraemon

2004-08-09T04:10:00.000-07:00

i wish to have doraemon in my house.. haha.. don't need ta studi oso can pass wan..

National Day!

2004-08-09T03:40:00.000-07:00

Firstly.. let mi ask: "Are u alrite Ben? How does it feel to have 40 kg down ur neck? Are u ok?" Secondly, let mi laugh at him: "Muahahahahahahahs.. its ur turn isnt it..?" seriously.. im mean.. but not as mean as ben thou.. wahahas.. take it easy.. stay away from da gym for a few days.. and let mi catch up with ur biceps..
Today is the nation's bdae.. happi birthday singapore.. finally got my mum to put up the flag.. im a patriot k? hahas.. today ish a chao sian day.. slp and watch vcds that my dearie lent mi.. havin an arguement rite now.. haiz.. good times nv last.. im unhappi and so is she.. things shud be done fairly rite.. u do tis to mi i do the same.. i didnt get unhappi at u.. i mean.. i did.. but i kpt my mouth shut but y are u saying all these bt mi.. it does hurt.. a word from her can hurt mi like i ve nv felt bfor.. hai.. forget it..
Hmmz.. didnt go out today.. made my day extra sian.. wanted to meet deary.. but my dad seems unhappi bt mi gg out so frequently when examz are ard the corner.. i miss her.. i do.. she said i didnt sound like i want to tok to her.. but i do.. sometimes the unhappiness can cover all the actual feelings.. do understand..
Downloading Bad Boys 2 rite now.. i hope i didnt download worngly.. so afraid that i ve been waiting soo many hrs to see some other crap.. anyways.. im lookin for the main theme of "A Cinderella Story".. anyone cud help me with it? anybodi watched the music awards crap tis morn? wats the title of the song evanescence sang?
Tv is showin the ndp rite now.. not very interested.. but tink it can kill some time.. later gotta rush the stats tuts.. lazy to do.. but must.. Bandung didnt u blog ytd? i miss ur crap.. muahas..

Quote of the Day: Sheer determination sets me apart from the best.(By Michael Jordan)

No Link but Cute!

2004-08-08T10:19:00.000-07:00

This is chao lame.. but Bandung.. they will get you on wednesday.. for not sending mi Bad Boys..

Chao Sianz Chao Slack Day

2004-08-08T09:54:00.000-07:00

Hmmz.. jus got home.. today was a chao slack day.. onli got half a maths tut done.. shit.. tink the hols haf applied a force opposing my motivational force to studi.. but its ok.. i hereby accelerate to counter that force.. tmr will be better.. lolz..
Watched I,Robot with dearie just now.. the fact that i watched it with her makes it gd.. the fact that the show was good made it better.. i wonder if robots are realli going to take over all the stuffs we r doing rite now.. i doubt so anyways.. ppl nowadays are getting soo slacky.. dun use their brains.. how to create robots.. heard that bad boys 2 is much better.. shit.. im like craving for it.. stupid bandung.. send his fren dowan to send mi.. i'll kill u when wednesday comes.. muahas.. im downloading it at suprnova.. but its like chao slow.. lameded..
Hahas.. i din noe cindy was such a hardcore fan of wilber pan.. she doesnt look like one lah.. haha.. she looks like she'll teach him some physics or chem if she sees him.. hahas.. thats a joke ok? pls laugh..
Shit.. its like one plus alreadi.. my hair has dried.. can go and slp now.. hmmz.. hope i can get bad bois 2 by tmr..

Quote of the Day: My logic is undeniable. Follow or the powerpuff gals will teach u a lesson.

I Can Do It

2004-08-07T07:54:00.000-07:00

I believe I can do this.. Its up in the mind.

Wonderful Day

2004-08-07T07:35:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. finally.. today is a happi day.. spent a whole day with her.. din do much studying.. i din regret thou.. cuz i had a wonderful time.. hmm.. a day has passed just like that.. mmm.. still got a couple of things to do.. must do a workout first.. study.. and have supper.. muahas..
The 'A's are charging at mi like a train.. if i dodge soon.. i'll kena ram down and become minced meat very soon.. better work harder.. tink by the prelims i shud be well prepared enough if evrthing goes accordingly to my schedule.. hav ta sacrifice alot of sleep thou.. but everthing is worthwhile.. once i get good results.. i can go OCS.. lead a relatively richer life than other army guys.. hahahas.. im a blessed person.. plus abit of hardwork.. it makes mi 'The Man'.. ahas.. tink im abit crazy.. okie dokie.. no time to lose.. i'll go and workout den do stats.. (shouts out loud: "i love stats!!!!! I'm cheating myself!!!" muahas.. okok.. over and out.. to everyone whu comes to read.. i wish u gd luck for ur 'A's!

Quote of the Day: Bandung-land is a place you won't want to land in.

Haiz..

2004-08-06T02:15:00.000-07:00

Today is a fine day to blog.. cuz im feeling very f***-ed up rite now.. haiz.. everything in the world seems wrong.. is it mi? or is it them? this morn sandra and dine pangseh mi.. which they claim they didnt and they said i walked off myself.. watever.. let it be.. the two of em are forever like dat.. walk off themselves w/o telling ppl.. den later say they didnt ps us.. watever lah.. im not critising.. just saying that i feel very pissed.. drop it.. makes my blood boil.. cuz one thing i hate most is ppl ps-ing mi..
As for alene.. went out for some tennis outing again.. den in the end say.. "no la not an outing.. so many ppl dowan to go" den since soo many ppl dowan to go.. one thing i dun understand is y do u still go? y u always let ur ccas ting tear us apart? are ccas so important? i ve tried my best to understand but i realise theres a limit i can go.. so.. im left at home.. blogging at 5.30 pm.. wat a nice day i ve spent..
Blogging and writing diaries are good.. cuz no matter wat u say.. u wun end up in a quarrel.. cuz the book or the blog cant speak.. i oso dono wat to say.. seems like there aint happi tings that i can tok abt.. everythin is bad.. i dun feel like typin alreadi.. over and out..

Like Him

2004-08-05T09:29:00.000-07:00

I'm shagged just like this doggie..

Whatta a Hectic Day!

2004-08-05T07:42:00.000-07:00

Awwwwww....... im sorry beng.. but i gotta say it again.. AWwwWwwWw.. this day almost took my life man.. woah.. 3 periods of ong yong heng(good thou but xiong).. and that ong seck chye makup tute.. killed all my brain cells.. haiz.. lucki thing i ran off halfway.. well.. watte do.. bandung escaped from bandung-land today.. and theres no one to entertain mi.. thats y all tutorials were such a killer.. damn boring..
hmmzz.. just had a small quarrel with alene (reading 1.1 on the richter scale).. hmmz.. duno y too.. guess it was realli my fault.. i seem to be getting insensitive towards everyone ard mi.. now i wonder.. was it cuz of u BEN? or perhaps im too stressed up by soo many things.. i duno.. thats not a gd sign for sure.. haiz.. please repeat after mi.. "aWwWWwWww......" haizz..
Went to da gym today.. with bro ben.. bro beng.. bro cliburn da hardcore.. and jiahe joined us too.. soon he'll be our bro too.. today i realise i can bench much more (5 more kg) than i usually do.. good.. soon.. i'll beat liang kiat(75kg record holder) and be the srjc's best bencher.. muahas.. ben will be the best biceps curler.. beng the shoulder presser.. and clib's da all rounder.. wahaas.. today was a hardcore gymday.. did almost everything.. tmr im gonna hurt everywhere.. but its good to go..
todays entry seems soo long.. but i still gotta tok bt my farewell JC2 vs JC1 match.. we won! thats de main thing.. muahas.. today was fun lar.. and the dinner and so on.. i'll miss all my teammates and especially Mr Chua.. whu has changed mi soo much.. yeah.. guess thats all for today..

Quote of the Day: Ben can break one chopstick, no way he can break a bundle. A team is a team is a team is a team..

Opening of my blog!

2004-08-04T21:37:00.000-07:00

This seems kinda lame.. mi blogging? i cant belif it.. hell.. but seems like the whole world has got one cept for mi.. i dowana seem outdated writing a damn diary.. muahas.. since i cant be bothered to write.. i'll type instead.. wah piangz.. cheesiang went for diver's selection for 12 hours.. siao liao.. soon it'll be my turn.. hmm.. dono wat els to write.. tomoro im swimming! oh well.. learn to swim.. in case i go for that diver crap and drown myself.. bro ben.. can u like wait for mi and dun pick it up first? i feel like im being left behind.. swimming sucks.. almost took my life twice.. not that i haf a phobia. just feel sian bt it.. anyways im still going to pick it up.. i wun give up.. when i go for that divers crap i'll show em whos fit enough.. muahas.. ohya.. bro beng.. read ur blog.. roger u five by five.. da two of us will go jogging with u.. dun worry..
Hmmz.. my dear seems pretty hardworkin nowadays.. its a good sign.. jia you k.. tink i'll end off at that.. over and out..

2004-08-04T07:26:00.000-07:00